Faty's Back, Tell a Friend!

Hey, watup… It’s Faty. The real thing! It’s been so long since I wrote here… I was being lazy, procrastinating, and didn’t have a lot to write about… Well I did but not too much!

Actually yeah it was too much… which made me feel even lazier!

Anyway.

Umm… what to say… I’ve been doing fine. Sure, my life is so bipolar… One day I’m the happiest person alive, the evening of the same day I go emo, the next day I go through withdrawal syndromes, the next day I smile like an idiot and dance all day while singing songs with my horrible voice in order to fight away the depression, the same night I’m happy again, at midnight I’m so depressed I try to hurt myself, the next morning I skip breakfast because I’m too upset, and just then I get a phone call and I’m freakishly happy again.

Wow that was looooong!

… Boh, I dunno… I guess that no matter what happens everything always turns out right. So why do I get so depressed sometimes? Because if there’s something that I HATE… it’s WAITING. I hate WAITING… for a happy occasion, for a funeral, for somebody to call me, for a notice, a signal… anything!

“Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had strength to stand… This is not what I had planned… It’s out of my control.

Flying at the speed of light, thoughts are spinning in my head… So many things were left unsaid… It’s hard to let you go.

I know what it takes to move on… I know how it feels to lie. All I wanna do is trade this life for something new, holding onto what I haven’t got.”

So like, these are lyrics from Waiting for the End by Linkin Park. Gawdd I simply love this song. Instead of writing a whole biography of what’s been happenng to me, I could just summarize it in one song!

Uh, anyway… I don’t have anything to tell you that would genuinely interest you except this. A lot has happened in my life… Let’s just say I’m happy for now. I’m waiting for what’s to come in the end, but weirdly enough I’m not too impatient. You shoudn’t be either.

Cya!

~You are now officially spider kissed :*

Guess who this is

Its not faria, its not Farias Jinn, its not fatima... But its fatimas Jinn. How can u confirm that? Well, instead of writing "Faty" im writing her full name. Duh.

So fatima... Uh lets call her faty cuz that takes less effort.
Anyway, faty came home today with a strange look on her face. Then she started to think. But then she thought so hard that her head started to hurt. And thats when i come n.

"why the fuck is your head hurting? Its pissing me off!"

and when i got to listen to all the fumbled up thoughts coming out of her brain like nuclear radiation... I was even more pissed. But this time she had given me the opportunity to form an opinion. Which means that her head - whch is also my head - is even more explosive than before!

Im sorry to say this but in order to get this burning stuff out of our head, body, and heart I'll have to write it down here. I dont care if anybody reads it... All i want is to just relax for one moment.

Here are my thoughts... Faty is too beaten up to write hers.

Fuck you fatima. Ur an idiot. Ur a coward. U think ur so smart, smarter than an of ur friends, but ur wrong. U cant be perfect! Ur still just a child. U make decisins in a matter of seconds and then change it right after, again and again? What the fuck is wrong with you?!? What are you trying to prove? All u know how to do is hurt others.... And hurt urself in the process. U cant live in a perfect world. Life is not made of rules made by u. Just...

just grow the fuck up.

... Im sorry.

Sharing is Caring

Aloha! This is Fary and i would like to share with you an Italian song that i find very nice! It's called L'applauso del Cielo, which translates to The applause from  Heaven or smthin.

I hope you liked it!